I haven't written a real journal type entry in here for awhile. Things have been busy... and stressful, and hard around here lately. I have had many days in the last four months of crying... my heart has been so heavy at times, and we have all gone through many emotions.
Those of you who know my family most likely know what I am referring to, and I guess it is no secret anymore, but I still feel funny writing down any details here. But one thing I am grateful for going through this trial is that our family is sooo close knit now! We are stronger and tighter than ever before. I have always loved my family and I've always felt so blessed to have such a great family. We always have so much fun together! Now things are different... but through our tears and our heartache we have only grown closer and I am grateful for that.
I also have such a strong testimony of how important it is to not only gain a testimony but to work at it every day, because anybody can falter if they are not heeding the guidance of the prophet and apostles and doing the things they know are right.
I am so glad I have the gospel and that I have such a good husband, good kids, good brothers and sister, a great mom, uncles, aunts, cousins, friends... the list goes on. I have so much to be grateful for! I am so lucky and so blessed.
So onto lighter topics, b/c there have been a lot of good things happen recently too. Thanksgiving was fun. Ate WAY to much- infact I've been eating way too much junk in general lately and it's so hard to be good for more than... hmmm- 1/2 a day? haha. We had a lot of fun on Thanksgiving. The kids made turkeys out of apples, toothpicks, marshmellows and other candy. They loved that.
They are getting excited for Christmas! This year Adalynn is getting into it too. I bought all the Christmas presents on Black Friday, and then when I knew which one was going to come from Santa to Adalynn I planted the thought in her head to ask Santa for a Doll that talks. Now she is really excited to ask Santa for that. And Will wanted a Robot and wouldn't budge on that even after many other suggested really cool toys. But I found a great Robot for him that I think he'll love.
I joined the ward choir!!! I am so happy to be in Choir again! It's been way too long.. since HS I think. But I love the feelings of singing Christmas music. Love it!
Billy is almost done with this semester. Finals this week! Yay! Then a short break. Can't wait.
And finally, about the kids. I actually started a list of funny things they've said recently:
Will- "Mommy, when I was in heaven I had a spirit, but no body. Now I have a spirit and a body!"
Me- Surprised that he had grasped that whole concept so quickly after learning it just the other day, said "Yes, Will!"
"Yeah, but I'm still a kid."
"I don't want that fazy (crazy) Genie to break our house!" - he was talking about how big the Genie from Aladdin was.
Me- "Did you wash your face?"
Will- "Yes, and I washed my head, too- with hair on it."
Me- laughing
Will- "Some boys have short hair and some girls have long hair."
Daddy in the car asked Adalynn "Are we in the past?"
"No." She thought he was really silly.
"Are we in the future?"
"No. We in the car."
And today I asked her "Is your bear a girl or a boy."
"It's...bear."
My favorite thing to hear Adalynn say is "Is that how it goes?" It's not necissarily the phrase that is funny, but the way she says it. She'll be singing a song and she'll change the words and then say "Is that how it goes?" Really loud like she's the funniest thing in the world. And she'll do it over and over and over again. So funny.
And Tessa. Silly little Tessa. That girl has some personality. And her newly chipped two front teeth just add to that personality. She is trying to say lots of new words. She says (in order of what she said 1st) Mama, Dada, Ball, There, Bye Bye, Hi, Mine (I don't like that she already learned that), Animal noises: baaa, neigh, moo, meow, then yesterday she said Banana, but it was something like Manma. I knew what she meant. And when she was cranky today I asked her if it was time to go to bed and she said No. She is getting big. She is trying to talk more every day, and its exciting! I love to hear her little voice.
She is fitting in very well in nursery lately too. She has always loved it in there and she thought she was one of the "big kids" before but she was always the baby that wasn't really supposed to be in there, but now she really fits in. She even does the motions to some of the songs when we are singing. And she sits at the table really well for snack time and coloring.
She also gives great hugs and kisses now! Sometimes she doesn't want to stop, just kisses over and over again. And she'll give me a hug whenever I ask now- it's so nice. Last night I just wanted to hold her, and right before I went to bed I heard her let out a little cry, and I was actually thankful for the excuse to go run to her and hold her for a little while. My Grandma said something to the effect of "If you're ever sad or scared at night, just hold a little baby and you'll feel better."